Why Don't You Just Drop Out, Asshole?

Come to the realisation that I don't really give a shit about much at all, and to be honest I can't remember the last time I really did.

At one stage I was fully dedicated to the band, but that all turned to shit and I kind of lost faith in that.

Wait maybe that's a lie.
I really want to get this van and take a trip around NZ with a couple of mates, but I think the initial idea/purpose/whatever has been lost to them (sorry, maybe I'm wrong but money wasn't the idea, ever.), that doesn't mean we won't still do it, it just got me thinkin'.
I dunno.

I don't think I'll drink for awhile, not that I've been drinking much lately anyways, and not because I hate the repercussions of my drinking, I just want to save some cash and to be honest I can't really see the point of it at the moment.
Then again, I'll probably be drinking within a week.

If my brother gets me full time work I'm totally dropping out of MAINZ, don't even feel like I belong there anymore which is messed up as I spent like half of last year fantasising about it =.

I dunno, this is kind of a misery post just to get stuff out of my head onto paper. Or blog I guess.

I want a month, even a week would do, at this rate I think I'll be lucky to get a day.

Hello.
No cookie for you ^^

Next blog will be more of a blog and not trash.

Oh and my car is a deathtrap. Seriously.
Hey that ain't a bad name for a band - This Car is a Deathtrap.
Interesting.

New musix

Michael Jordan Touchdown Pass.
Millencolin (okay it's not new but Hellman is AWESOME).
Against Me! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kfhbAUrtoP8
Sadistik. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7ttyoFByK8&feature=related